Well I was going to write about my newest hobby, geocaching, but I will save that for another day. Instead I'm going to write a bit about how I am feeling right now. Basically, I'm on the edge of depression. Lonely and emotionally drained. I get waves of this from time to time. Some are more intense than others. I always tell myself that things will be better but it always seems as if my life is stagnating. Maybe I am putting myself in this cocoon of loneliness. I feel as if there is noone out there supporting me. I am alone and I will always be alone.